Saturday, July 4, 2009

This is not goodbye.

Ironic that the latest post has to be done right before i'm leaving for australia. yep you heard it right. you either know or dont know. i'm leaving for Australia tomo, 4th of July, US hari merdeka. funny.

feel both excited and nervous. cuz there's so much new things to experience, to do yourself, learning to be independent etc. and all the last minute packing isn't like going nearby for a holiday either. this is practically gonna be my survival luggage for a couple of years. haha.

went through a huge 'last time i'll do this' phase these last few days. went to a mamak for the last time, had a shit in my toilet for the last time, last night for the last time, went online at home for the last time, went out with my friends for the last time. sigh. what to do. what the heck. i'm even blogging at home for the last time. am i all set for Australia? dunno.

think i'm all set. got loads of new stuff. and old stuff. winter wear. laptop. clothing. books. documents. visa. bla bla. the next time i return to my blog i'll be in foreign territory wearing foreign clothing in a foreign house or apartment getting chilled in a foreign weather. gonna miss you all. you guys were all the best. all of you. =) sucks that i can't go to the langkawi trip. sucks that Thomas is coming back at the exact same time i'm going there. sucks that i couldn't do more for Sam and Nick be4 leaving. sucks that farewell had to be agonizing. sucks that all i gave Mel was that.

thank you for the memories and the times we had. here we go. a new step in a new direction.

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